Somewhere in Heart

Hey everybody. It’s been ages since my last post, lol! Well, kinda busy doing my campus task, but now I’m back.

This time I just wanna share something simple. Recently I have been busy with my campus life and the radio stuff. I can’t sleep well and my mind always drive me mad, thinking the stuff that I shouldn’t be thinking of. Once, I argue greatly with my best friends because of small problem and I ended up with silent treatment for the whole day. But I apologize after that. Life is never smooth, isn’t it?

A lot of presseure comes from university too. Reporting, writing, presentation seem never come to an end. Besides that, extracurricular activity is demanding me to do more for this organization. Sigh.I always came home (kost) late at night, sometimes didn’t go home at all. Makes my relationship with everyone screw up.

Now after the midtest, everything is back to normal, but somehow I feel like something is missing. Yersterday was my grandma Chinese Birthday. Honestly, I didn’t know at all. My mom text me and told me about it. Without wasting anytime, I called her (my grandma) immediately. I sang “Zhu ni sheng ri khuai le” to her and I was imaging that she was very happy with it. Miss her badly.

Just now, I was having some picture comment stuff with my old friends. Talking about the old good times and missing each other. Suddenly I feel like having an enlightment,lol. I just realize that I have already lost many things and people around me. I regret it. All I can do know is surrender everything before His knees.
But after all, I thank God for my life, for every people who ever comes into my life. You all have played a very important role in my life. An experiment said that one only can keep in touch with at most 100 people at one time. But I really hope it is wrong for I want to make it 1000..no..10.000!

A great quote from my friends :
“We make so many friends.
Some become Dearest,
Some become Special,
Fall in love with someone,
Some go abroad,
Some change their cities,
Some leave us,
We leave some,
Some are in contact,
Some are not in contact,
Some don’t contact because of their ego,
We don’t contact some because of our ego,
What ever they were,
How ever they are,
We still remember, love, miss, care them because of the part they played,
MADE MEMORIES in our lives!"

I write this all my family, friends. No matter how often do we talk or how far and close we are. Letting you know that you are not forgotten and still lives somewhere in my heart.